This story originally appeared in Hematapoiesis Press in March 2018. The therapy program is preloaded with delicate ambient music that floats just beyond my hearing – little tinkles and sighs that catch my attention, then disappear when I try to focus. Part of the experience, designed to maximize something and minimize other things and put me in a receptive state and make me alert and relaxed at the same time. I’m surrounded by what the program calls its room: deep, soothin